Procrastination!!!

Procrastination is such a bad thing gals and guys. How to push past that feeling of..."I'll get to is later," or "I'll wait til tomorrow." is one of the biggest enigmas of life. Well my answer is to JUST DO IT. It is as simple as that. Just get up and do what ever it is that you have been wanting to complete. Don't take my word for it, practice this for yourself and see how you feel afterwards. Beleive me your future self will thank you, future self - "Thanks you soooo much past self." Yes the only way to get things done is to just get up and get them done. It is also my belief that if we continue to push past feelings of procrastination, we will then eventually shed the feelings. You will foster inside yourself a culture of productivity. But yes procrastination SUCKS, but the good news is that it is never to late to start doing something, unless you're dead. I am at work right now but that just popped into my mind. At first I was thinking, "Well I can wait until I get home a blog about it." But I just did it, right now, at work. So my message to all of you stuck experiencing the procrastination blues, JUST DO IT!!!! k

Luv ya much

Trans People and Cupcakes !!! Luvley!!

Ok so what is up with me and what is happening in life. Well interestingly enough I have been really interested in the lives of transexual women, (I am not trying to walk down that road folks). I think it is truly interesting how someone totally switches genders. It got me thinking about how I viewed gender. At first I was really reluctant to except it. I was thinking, "You are what you are born!!!" and if anything, you might let's say create a new alternative gender, something that is more fluid. Then I found that I started to become irritated at the fact that people could actually change their birth certificates. That seemed bizarre to me. Thinking, so lets say I fall in "love" with this "guy" then he later tells me that he was a girl and now he is a man. I started to feel totally freaked out. BUT! now I am started to really think about why I would feel freaked out. Why do trans women make me feel uneasy. I feel like I just seen them as, just another man trying to take over the world of women. lol Then I started thinking that, men have options for everything, they could even become a women if they wanted to. However a trans man, would have to...well, I don't know what they would have to do in terms of "anatomy". AH MEN!. But now I feel that I have become a little more open to the fact that there exist different people in the world. I still have my own ideas about the subject, but now I am open to being enlightened, i guess. But yeah I have really been looking at youtube vids about it, random, but that's me.

What else is going in my head. Yes!! I am getting ready to graduate -PRAYING TO GOD A PASS THESE LAST FEW CLASSES- and it is getting really scary. I don't know what I want to do, or better, I know what I want to do, act and entertainment but I am unsure as to which road to choose. Graduation just presents so many questions, What to do? How to pay for student loans - AND LET ME TELL YOU I GOT THOSE. MAN!! I am thinking of going to Spain to teach English and getting into some theater as well. Maybe the Spanish will love me like the French did Josephine Baker -LESS BANANAS AND EXOTIFICATION THOUGH!! But we will see, I figure god will lead me down the path that he intends for me, ya heard me.

I have crazy ideas in my head, movie scripts, plays, and cupcake shops!, I know I am everywhere, I want to open up a cupcake bakery one day to. I please believe that my cupcakes will be BOMB!!! I love cupcakes, in fact when I get my first dog, tea cup something, I am going to name him cupcakes, yes that is plural!

Also, I am attending a group dealing with body image now. Yeah, if you have read my past blogs you know I got issues, lol. But the group is going well, I love it, plus I would recommend anyone going through anything that is driving them crazy to get counseling. I feel that it is good to get things off your chest and to let things go. More on that later though. I am staying positive and motivating!!

Well this entry was everywhere I know, but hey that's me. until next time luvs

MUAH <3

XTEENA